Well we are now at 38 weeks and some odd days and I am very much a mixed bag of emotions.
On the one hand, I'm very happy that the due date is fast approaching! At this point, Miss Mili could arrive at any time. Last night I dreamed about taking care of Mili. Putting her down for a nap. Holding her. Changing her tiny baby socks. And she sure was beautiful! It was probably my first dream about taking care of my baby that wasn't incredibly bizarre. ...I was pretty grumpy to be woken up from it. So for those reasons, I'm very excited that I'll soon be holding and cuddling my baby.
On the other hand, I've been sick for more than a week now with a really bad cold. I'm on cold medicine, an inhaler, and my second antibiotic. At this point I really worry that I would not have the physical energy for a normal delivery. The old gimpy lung was even brought up in my doctor's appointment, which is never exciting. I also lost some weight again this week, which I found to be discouraging. So really, I would really, really, really like Mili to stay put where she is for another two weeks. Give myself some time to recover and give her some time to put on some oh-so-cute baby fat. =)
I have my last final of the semester tomorrow and Caleb's grades are due then as well. So hopefully we will have some sick free time to recover, relax, nest a little before baby gets here.
I really love summer time with my husband.
And now I think I should get to packing that hospital bag...
With this!
Or this!
Or this!
Or this!
I could go on and on. You know practically it should probably be whatever outfit would be easiest to put on her. And will keep her warm.
I think. I don't really know what to consider in the take home outfit.
It will be warm, but will baby be cold anyway?
I have those little mittens for her tiny fists.
Also how do you put a baby in a car seat that is wearing what is, essentially, a sleep sack?
Suggestions?
Aesthetically green ruffles and polka dots are always a winner.
As are monkeys...
and zoo animals...
and hats.